Whoooooooooo-hoooo lyrics? Time? Pink Floyd? That song kind of scares me because well.
Read them.
Here is a really long ramble I made. Yay?
It seems only yesterday that I was a young child with a passion for jazz-rock fusion…
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Ohhh my goodness aren't things strange
SO I think it's time for one of those philosophical blogs, amirite? Incidentially it is 12.51 am RIGHT now, which totally has nothing to do with anything, but I just came up with the line WE ARE ALL A BEHEMOTH LUNATIC, I don't know what it means, make of it what you will.
Anyway today I was having this huge ramble in my brain about Christmas, as if I was talking to someone, I don't know who, but they were probably annoyed at me because I was probably there for a whole half hour or something.
frig my typing woke up a fool. I knew it would. He shakes his head and leaves. He'll be back. NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR!!!!!! NOT FAIR DAMMIT.
You see I've been trying to work up the courage to look at a wikipedia page, good lord sometimes I get paranoid about the strangest things. Honestly.
They're coming to take me away haha, they're coming to take me away!
This isn't fair! I want to ramble to my hearts content. My typing was clearly too loud, I knew I should have been quieter. Gosh darnit to heck!
Ooooookay, I thiiiiiiiiiiiink they've gone, but I don't know what they wanted to achieve by getting up, going to the door to just shake their head at me. Okay.
Where was I?
Anyway, my blogs have been rather mundane lately.
So I was thinking about Christmas, and okay, I think people who say "I hate Christmas" or generally whine about Christmas and how it's been commercialised are just trying to be edgy and out there and pessimistic and omg so insightful.
Shut upppppppppp!
YOU LOVE CHRISTMAS. DON'T TRY AND DENY IT. Just because you're an angsty teenager or a tired adult and you're not allowed to enjoy simple things like opening presents and you have to act all sullen just to be cool.
I mean some people will have legitimate reasons for their dislike of Christmas, like sucky family relations that end in an unpleasant time for all (especially if there are some relatives that get overly drunk) or if you are a poor orphan on the street. But surely most people love Christmas, even if they are in denial about it.
YES. Christmas has been twisted and mutated due to businesses and chain stores who only care about making lots of money, and since Christmas is a time for giving it is an excellent time for them to exploit the general public for moar moneys. And so maybe the reason people are excited about Christmas is because of the presents. Which is materialism and capitalism and whatnot and whatever. I was never good with -isms.
It's true! BUT. It's completely awesome, because what else connects people in such a strong way? It's an event where people all over the world do exactly the same thing- get a tree, put shiny things on it, put presents under it and then open the presents and have a nice time hanging out with relatives you don't get to see that much. Why? Why is this? Obviously not everyone does this, as it all started off in religion, so different religions have their different celebrations, but the fact of the matter is most people celebrate in some way around this time of year, with different traditions. And everyone gets so excited about it and it's just such a friggin big deal. And it's hard to really know why. Obviously kids like it because of the presents, and it kind of sticks with you, and maybe it isn't that big, it's just all the advertisements that cause the hype. But then again everyone gets all excited and stressed and worried and what have you. And it's all very interesting.
Anyway, what I'm saying is don't say you hate Christmas! The ads and the commercial stuff is lame (seriously, Miley Cyrus advent calendars? lolwut) But in the end it's one of those weird wonderful festivities where you are meant to be happy SO YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY OKAY.
I must sound like an idiot or something, but that is a general summary of what was rambling through my mind today. OOOH also, fake Christmas trees should only be used by the elderly who might not find it quite as easy to have a big real tree. EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD HAVE A REAL TREE. The essence of Christmas is the smell of those trees! The pine needles falling on the ground, the general prickliness! The difficulty of getting decorations on the tree! It's great! FAKE TREES ARE FAIL.
Well I sound as idiotic as usual, I need to read a lot more. I mean, I want to read loads. But I'm never motivated or anything, ahhhhhh. If only I could be more knowledgeable.
See, intelligence is more a genetic thing I think, like your capacity to understand well and to learn quickly whereas knowledge is the accumulation of things you have learned. So I guess I can't ask to be more intelligent but I can try and be more knowledgeable right? Although I'm not doing too well there either.
OH WELL
Anyway it's 1.08 now so I'm going to go on wikipedia and try my luck at not being paranoid. Then sleep.
Also: My cat is being very strange, her pupils are all big and what have you, and she just jumped up on to the computer desk and is sitting on it, miaowing all plaintively and sadly like she's been abandoned or something. Now stretching over the printer and on the dresser. She's sitting on the fancy placemats. Oookay.
Anyway today I was having this huge ramble in my brain about Christmas, as if I was talking to someone, I don't know who, but they were probably annoyed at me because I was probably there for a whole half hour or something.
frig my typing woke up a fool. I knew it would. He shakes his head and leaves. He'll be back. NOT FAIR, NOT FAIR!!!!!! NOT FAIR DAMMIT.
You see I've been trying to work up the courage to look at a wikipedia page, good lord sometimes I get paranoid about the strangest things. Honestly.
They're coming to take me away haha, they're coming to take me away!
This isn't fair! I want to ramble to my hearts content. My typing was clearly too loud, I knew I should have been quieter. Gosh darnit to heck!
Ooooookay, I thiiiiiiiiiiiink they've gone, but I don't know what they wanted to achieve by getting up, going to the door to just shake their head at me. Okay.
Where was I?
Anyway, my blogs have been rather mundane lately.
So I was thinking about Christmas, and okay, I think people who say "I hate Christmas" or generally whine about Christmas and how it's been commercialised are just trying to be edgy and out there and pessimistic and omg so insightful.
Shut upppppppppp!
YOU LOVE CHRISTMAS. DON'T TRY AND DENY IT. Just because you're an angsty teenager or a tired adult and you're not allowed to enjoy simple things like opening presents and you have to act all sullen just to be cool.
I mean some people will have legitimate reasons for their dislike of Christmas, like sucky family relations that end in an unpleasant time for all (especially if there are some relatives that get overly drunk) or if you are a poor orphan on the street. But surely most people love Christmas, even if they are in denial about it.
YES. Christmas has been twisted and mutated due to businesses and chain stores who only care about making lots of money, and since Christmas is a time for giving it is an excellent time for them to exploit the general public for moar moneys. And so maybe the reason people are excited about Christmas is because of the presents. Which is materialism and capitalism and whatnot and whatever. I was never good with -isms.
It's true! BUT. It's completely awesome, because what else connects people in such a strong way? It's an event where people all over the world do exactly the same thing- get a tree, put shiny things on it, put presents under it and then open the presents and have a nice time hanging out with relatives you don't get to see that much. Why? Why is this? Obviously not everyone does this, as it all started off in religion, so different religions have their different celebrations, but the fact of the matter is most people celebrate in some way around this time of year, with different traditions. And everyone gets so excited about it and it's just such a friggin big deal. And it's hard to really know why. Obviously kids like it because of the presents, and it kind of sticks with you, and maybe it isn't that big, it's just all the advertisements that cause the hype. But then again everyone gets all excited and stressed and worried and what have you. And it's all very interesting.
Anyway, what I'm saying is don't say you hate Christmas! The ads and the commercial stuff is lame (seriously, Miley Cyrus advent calendars? lolwut) But in the end it's one of those weird wonderful festivities where you are meant to be happy SO YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY OKAY.
I must sound like an idiot or something, but that is a general summary of what was rambling through my mind today. OOOH also, fake Christmas trees should only be used by the elderly who might not find it quite as easy to have a big real tree. EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD HAVE A REAL TREE. The essence of Christmas is the smell of those trees! The pine needles falling on the ground, the general prickliness! The difficulty of getting decorations on the tree! It's great! FAKE TREES ARE FAIL.
Well I sound as idiotic as usual, I need to read a lot more. I mean, I want to read loads. But I'm never motivated or anything, ahhhhhh. If only I could be more knowledgeable.
See, intelligence is more a genetic thing I think, like your capacity to understand well and to learn quickly whereas knowledge is the accumulation of things you have learned. So I guess I can't ask to be more intelligent but I can try and be more knowledgeable right? Although I'm not doing too well there either.
OH WELL
Anyway it's 1.08 now so I'm going to go on wikipedia and try my luck at not being paranoid. Then sleep.
Also: My cat is being very strange, her pupils are all big and what have you, and she just jumped up on to the computer desk and is sitting on it, miaowing all plaintively and sadly like she's been abandoned or something. Now stretching over the printer and on the dresser. She's sitting on the fancy placemats. Oookay.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T WANT YOUUUUUUUUU AND I NEVER DIIIIIID I DON'T WANT YOUUUUUUUUUUUU AND I NEVER WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Apologies beforehand if this makes no sense okay
SO like, I had a pretty great train of thought last night so I wrote down basic points so I could rewrite it in writing... form so that people can read about my fascinating thoughts... I know that's a lot of you. =D
Firstly headphones!!!! I totally want to get some good headphones, so so so I want to get some sennheiser HD 202 headphones... OOH and well they look weird in the picture, I mean they seem to have sticky out plastic bits but I don't think they actually do. They have a long cord and seem pretty good for $27... and the Sennheiser 800's are $1,400!!!! that's totally insane you guys.
Also ediblestars deleted her livejournal AGAIN, what is up with that please restore it within 30 days or I will be MIGHTY UPSET!!!!
So, STUFF!!! (ALSO I am still insanely obsessed with Muse, also Alice you did not come visit us at lunch time, also I suck at piano, also Muse are kind of amazing)
Also I am using Last.Fm again!!!! SCROBBLING IS FUN even if no one looks at your page. FUN! although I haven't used it in a year so it's got lots of weird stuff on it that I no longer have... it's a little messy. Tsk tsk!!! Maybe I'll just delete all the artists there and put them on again. But that will take ages. Anyway I'm rambling, let's go!!! ahaha that sounded stupid.
ANYWAY!!!! So this starts with a happenstance where a friend Jordan (she is weird in a weird way) anyway so I used to like a bit of anime and was kind of a fan of stuff, basically just Naruto, hahah and Death note. in fact death note is the only manga I have read right through. I just gave up on Naruto, it's not particularly interesting, Chuuning exams were best, everything else is kinda lame compared to that. Also: NOSTALGIA!!! Anyway... so I had this small naruto badge on one of my bags that I was using for the day, I had bought it once and put it on my bag and left it there. Anyway she's all like, "srsly?" with this sort of smug superior look "srsly? I mean really? pfftt" sort of thing and I was like "hey, I don't like it any more, I just left it there" and it was annoying.
I also have a death note pencil case. Hahahah okay yeah weird I know but I needed a pencil case and I thought it was pretty cool. And it IS pretty cool. I am HARDLY a weeaboo you guys
Anyway she's in my english class and so she noticed my pencil case and was like "seriously?" again and she didn't say much but she was just emanating "ooh look at me I'm so much better than you for snubbing your pencil case I mean srsly how lame pfffft how immature" and it kind of srsly infuriated me.
PARAGRAPH BREAK!!
It's this whole, "holier than thou" complex thing. Look, if you don't like something, You instantly think you're better than the people who like it. DON'T TRY AND DENY THIS YOU GUYS YOU ALL THINK THIS ABOUT SOMETHING
and this is because you are noticing the shortcomings of said thing, so you think you're better for knowing it's bad and not worth your time and that people who like it are not that intelligent or you "lose respect for them" as all those fandom secrets say.
Firstly, it's stupid to think that all anime/manga is bad. I mean, there's this weird thing around it and I know a lot of people think that, basically anime is like this loser immature thing... etc etc. First off, not all anime is the same so if you are going to judge your opinion on all japanese media and culture from one thing that's really rather pathetic. Look, LEAVE ANIME ALONE!!!!! SHE'S A HUMAN BEING!!!!
anyway I'm not defending anime, I'm saying that by
"matter of taste"
matter of taste does NOT mean, you have good taste or bad taste.
Taste is what things YOU like, what YOU enjoy, no matter how bad the special effects, or writing, or how many creepy mary sue stalker vampires are in it.
So yeah when people are all like "HI IM MRS SALLY CULLEN I LOVE EDWARD" then yeah you can think... okay step AWAY from the books my friend!!! But look, just don't be judgemental? LET'S ALL LIVE IN HARMONY YOU GUYS
Anyway I think that's the best I can get my message across on that. hahaha (also our english teacher totally likes doctor who, we were all like, "WHOO" as we randomly chatted about it. Good times, good times!)
So actually I'm not finished talking about this. hahaha anyway no one is RIGHT. bascially. And this happens a lot with music in particular, I mean people think they're better than others becaue they go "pfft go listen to real music!" well all music is music no matter how much you dislike it or how rubbish it is. Hahaha "real music" is not classical and jazz you people who claim to be all high and mighty as you "diss" new music. I'm not good at making a point, am I. Anyway! Also like a while ago I was watching fall out boy vids (yeah I shall use them as an example obvs) and there were like stupid comments like ENJOY YOUR MUSIC MINDLESS DRONES!!! and pfft YOU ARE ALL SHEEP FOLLOWING A CROWD!!!
and I thought that was kinda pathetic because they are assuming all fans of fob found out about it the same way... look I just stole a whole bunch of music off Alice, fob was on there I had never heard of them before, (same with muse, my fave song is Supermassive Black Hole, of course the problem with bands that I like is that I love so many songs it's hard to choose a fave and I love like ALL OF THEIR SONGS OKAY EVERY SINGLE ONE EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW A LOT OF THEM YET but Imma go with supermassive black hole because it's the first I heard and just amazing okay
okay
so... anyway yeah people might assume that it's my fave song b/c of twilight, see, JUDGING!!!! I hate twilight. Friggin twilight. I liked smbh way before the movie came out... jeez. So anyway, yeah fall out boy. hahaha so loads of people hate them and well okay... but I think it's lame that people will actually actively hate against a band for pathetic reasons and post angry comments about how much they suck. I mean that's just lame. Look, the only music people I hate against (if you can call them that) is miley cyrus and the jonas brothers but even I don't go on youtube pages and write LOL THEY SUX because seriously it ain't going to make them disappear. hahaha, it would just make the fans angry and okay, okay. Maybe I'm too sensitive because whenever something I like gets critisized I do get upset and worried and worry that they might not actually be as good as I think they are (there's that whole, people who don't like it are better than me and are right thing)
and I know that's stupid so maybe other people can handle criticism better and I should stop worrying. ahahaha.
Also, this tends to happen more when I care more about the band, so when I know all their names and all their songs off by heart or whatever, I'm more susceptible to being upset about it. Hahaha. I mean I still don't know all the dudes in The Killers, firstly they have confusing names and I don't know names to faces, just Brandon Flowers, TYPICAL!!! curse dem frontmen.
And also I want to see the killers but a)99 dollars and b) apparently standing tickets are sold out? I don't wanna stand. It's probably not that bad though I saw Split Enz in seats but they were kinda far away it would have been better if we had been closer, although standing area had seats too I believe, I mean you could hardly call that a mosh pit (old people you guys, the whole band has pure white hair it's actually kind of fantastic)
And also when I saw them I saw phoenix foundation and and they are friends with Taika Waititi (how do you spell his last name) who is friends with bret'n'jemaine ahaha and yeah there was a writers block of it on lj... who is cuter out of both anyway some people thought they were ugly. WHAT
srsly you guys they are totally un ugly. THey aren't vampire beautiful and that's why it's good because srsly you guys vampire pretty is boring. Flawless skin, all that dumb stuff? COME ON YOU GUYS
also there are these bio-oil ads and I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM SO MUCH
LIKE THERE'S ONE, THAT I HATE!!! It's like, "when you have scars, you feel like less of a woman. You tend to live less."
and then she does this dumb little body-wiggle and it's so stupid and the whole ad is stupid, stupid, stupid!!! OH NOES, SCARS!!!! YEAH I HAVE A SMALL SCAR ON MY ARM I'M SO EMBARRASSED I HIDE INSIDE ALL DAY okay I know they must be talking larger scars but get real you guys, way to promote having to have flawless skin to be ~*~beautiful~*~
and also those thin lizzy ads? AAARRRRGGGGHHH WTF IS UP WITH THAT
AND THAT STUPID SONG?!?!?!?!
It's like HAY GUYS THIS SONG REPRESENTS EVERYTHING A GIRL SHOULD BE LOLOLOLOL!!!!!
MAKE UP AND LIKE GOIN TO PARTYS ND LIKE LOOKIN PRTTY AND LYK BOYS ARE COOL LOLOLOL!!!!!!
But, I hate just about every advertisement in existence so I won't go on about that. hahaha
And also I thought that the House episode was pretty cool, what with the hostage guy and my dad was all like "pfft what a load of twaddle" and well my dad hates everything but you know tv shouldn't have to be realistic... THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT AMIRITE?
I mean if everything was exactly like the real world people it would just be boring. You should be open to weird stupid stuff happening... yes a dude taking a hospital hostage is unlikely but that's the whole point, showing unlikely things happening... of course because it's tv this happens a lot. But srsly don't be so close minded hahaha
also it's technically an alternate universe, I mean House has Blackadder on his tivo, that would be somewhat confusing amirite?
Okay I'm done talking.
I could go on but I think I've talked enough and I have probably made so many mistakes in this ahahahahahahhur. Okay goodbye see you.
Song: Blackout, Muse (okay I wont have every song as muse but I would love to, you guys)
So, if this made no sense and was just tiring to read: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
SO like, I had a pretty great train of thought last night so I wrote down basic points so I could rewrite it in writing... form so that people can read about my fascinating thoughts... I know that's a lot of you. =D
Firstly headphones!!!! I totally want to get some good headphones, so so so I want to get some sennheiser HD 202 headphones... OOH and well they look weird in the picture, I mean they seem to have sticky out plastic bits but I don't think they actually do. They have a long cord and seem pretty good for $27... and the Sennheiser 800's are $1,400!!!! that's totally insane you guys.
Also ediblestars deleted her livejournal AGAIN, what is up with that please restore it within 30 days or I will be MIGHTY UPSET!!!!
So, STUFF!!! (ALSO I am still insanely obsessed with Muse, also Alice you did not come visit us at lunch time, also I suck at piano, also Muse are kind of amazing)
Also I am using Last.Fm again!!!! SCROBBLING IS FUN even if no one looks at your page. FUN! although I haven't used it in a year so it's got lots of weird stuff on it that I no longer have... it's a little messy. Tsk tsk!!! Maybe I'll just delete all the artists there and put them on again. But that will take ages. Anyway I'm rambling, let's go!!! ahaha that sounded stupid.
ANYWAY!!!! So this starts with a happenstance where a friend Jordan (she is weird in a weird way) anyway so I used to like a bit of anime and was kind of a fan of stuff, basically just Naruto, hahah and Death note. in fact death note is the only manga I have read right through. I just gave up on Naruto, it's not particularly interesting, Chuuning exams were best, everything else is kinda lame compared to that. Also: NOSTALGIA!!! Anyway... so I had this small naruto badge on one of my bags that I was using for the day, I had bought it once and put it on my bag and left it there. Anyway she's all like, "srsly?" with this sort of smug superior look "srsly? I mean really? pfftt" sort of thing and I was like "hey, I don't like it any more, I just left it there" and it was annoying.
I also have a death note pencil case. Hahahah okay yeah weird I know but I needed a pencil case and I thought it was pretty cool. And it IS pretty cool. I am HARDLY a weeaboo you guys
Anyway she's in my english class and so she noticed my pencil case and was like "seriously?" again and she didn't say much but she was just emanating "ooh look at me I'm so much better than you for snubbing your pencil case I mean srsly how lame pfffft how immature" and it kind of srsly infuriated me.
PARAGRAPH BREAK!!
It's this whole, "holier than thou" complex thing. Look, if you don't like something, You instantly think you're better than the people who like it. DON'T TRY AND DENY THIS YOU GUYS YOU ALL THINK THIS ABOUT SOMETHING
and this is because you are noticing the shortcomings of said thing, so you think you're better for knowing it's bad and not worth your time and that people who like it are not that intelligent or you "lose respect for them" as all those fandom secrets say.
Firstly, it's stupid to think that all anime/manga is bad. I mean, there's this weird thing around it and I know a lot of people think that, basically anime is like this loser immature thing... etc etc. First off, not all anime is the same so if you are going to judge your opinion on all japanese media and culture from one thing that's really rather pathetic. Look, LEAVE ANIME ALONE!!!!! SHE'S A HUMAN BEING!!!!
anyway I'm not defending anime, I'm saying that by
"matter of taste"
matter of taste does NOT mean, you have good taste or bad taste.
Taste is what things YOU like, what YOU enjoy, no matter how bad the special effects, or writing, or how many creepy mary sue stalker vampires are in it.
So yeah when people are all like "HI IM MRS SALLY CULLEN I LOVE EDWARD" then yeah you can think... okay step AWAY from the books my friend!!! But look, just don't be judgemental? LET'S ALL LIVE IN HARMONY YOU GUYS
Anyway I think that's the best I can get my message across on that. hahaha (also our english teacher totally likes doctor who, we were all like, "WHOO" as we randomly chatted about it. Good times, good times!)
So actually I'm not finished talking about this. hahaha anyway no one is RIGHT. bascially. And this happens a lot with music in particular, I mean people think they're better than others becaue they go "pfft go listen to real music!" well all music is music no matter how much you dislike it or how rubbish it is. Hahaha "real music" is not classical and jazz you people who claim to be all high and mighty as you "diss" new music. I'm not good at making a point, am I. Anyway! Also like a while ago I was watching fall out boy vids (yeah I shall use them as an example obvs) and there were like stupid comments like ENJOY YOUR MUSIC MINDLESS DRONES!!! and pfft YOU ARE ALL SHEEP FOLLOWING A CROWD!!!
and I thought that was kinda pathetic because they are assuming all fans of fob found out about it the same way... look I just stole a whole bunch of music off Alice, fob was on there I had never heard of them before, (same with muse, my fave song is Supermassive Black Hole, of course the problem with bands that I like is that I love so many songs it's hard to choose a fave and I love like ALL OF THEIR SONGS OKAY EVERY SINGLE ONE EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW A LOT OF THEM YET but Imma go with supermassive black hole because it's the first I heard and just amazing okay
okay
so... anyway yeah people might assume that it's my fave song b/c of twilight, see, JUDGING!!!! I hate twilight. Friggin twilight. I liked smbh way before the movie came out... jeez. So anyway, yeah fall out boy. hahaha so loads of people hate them and well okay... but I think it's lame that people will actually actively hate against a band for pathetic reasons and post angry comments about how much they suck. I mean that's just lame. Look, the only music people I hate against (if you can call them that) is miley cyrus and the jonas brothers but even I don't go on youtube pages and write LOL THEY SUX because seriously it ain't going to make them disappear. hahaha, it would just make the fans angry and okay, okay. Maybe I'm too sensitive because whenever something I like gets critisized I do get upset and worried and worry that they might not actually be as good as I think they are (there's that whole, people who don't like it are better than me and are right thing)
and I know that's stupid so maybe other people can handle criticism better and I should stop worrying. ahahaha.
Also, this tends to happen more when I care more about the band, so when I know all their names and all their songs off by heart or whatever, I'm more susceptible to being upset about it. Hahaha. I mean I still don't know all the dudes in The Killers, firstly they have confusing names and I don't know names to faces, just Brandon Flowers, TYPICAL!!! curse dem frontmen.
And also I want to see the killers but a)99 dollars and b) apparently standing tickets are sold out? I don't wanna stand. It's probably not that bad though I saw Split Enz in seats but they were kinda far away it would have been better if we had been closer, although standing area had seats too I believe, I mean you could hardly call that a mosh pit (old people you guys, the whole band has pure white hair it's actually kind of fantastic)
And also when I saw them I saw phoenix foundation and and they are friends with Taika Waititi (how do you spell his last name) who is friends with bret'n'jemaine ahaha and yeah there was a writers block of it on lj... who is cuter out of both anyway some people thought they were ugly. WHAT
srsly you guys they are totally un ugly. THey aren't vampire beautiful and that's why it's good because srsly you guys vampire pretty is boring. Flawless skin, all that dumb stuff? COME ON YOU GUYS
also there are these bio-oil ads and I HATE THEM
I HATE THEM SO MUCH
LIKE THERE'S ONE, THAT I HATE!!! It's like, "when you have scars, you feel like less of a woman. You tend to live less."
and then she does this dumb little body-wiggle and it's so stupid and the whole ad is stupid, stupid, stupid!!! OH NOES, SCARS!!!! YEAH I HAVE A SMALL SCAR ON MY ARM I'M SO EMBARRASSED I HIDE INSIDE ALL DAY okay I know they must be talking larger scars but get real you guys, way to promote having to have flawless skin to be ~*~beautiful~*~
and also those thin lizzy ads? AAARRRRGGGGHHH WTF IS UP WITH THAT
AND THAT STUPID SONG?!?!?!?!
It's like HAY GUYS THIS SONG REPRESENTS EVERYTHING A GIRL SHOULD BE LOLOLOLOL!!!!!
MAKE UP AND LIKE GOIN TO PARTYS ND LIKE LOOKIN PRTTY AND LYK BOYS ARE COOL LOLOLOL!!!!!!
But, I hate just about every advertisement in existence so I won't go on about that. hahaha
And also I thought that the House episode was pretty cool, what with the hostage guy and my dad was all like "pfft what a load of twaddle" and well my dad hates everything but you know tv shouldn't have to be realistic... THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT AMIRITE?
I mean if everything was exactly like the real world people it would just be boring. You should be open to weird stupid stuff happening... yes a dude taking a hospital hostage is unlikely but that's the whole point, showing unlikely things happening... of course because it's tv this happens a lot. But srsly don't be so close minded hahaha
also it's technically an alternate universe, I mean House has Blackadder on his tivo, that would be somewhat confusing amirite?
Okay I'm done talking.
I could go on but I think I've talked enough and I have probably made so many mistakes in this ahahahahahahhur. Okay goodbye see you.
Song: Blackout, Muse (okay I wont have every song as muse but I would love to, you guys)
So, if this made no sense and was just tiring to read: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Malk- Now with Vitamin R
THERE'S A DOIN'S A TRANSPIRIN'
okay, that's definitely a new label for this blog.
Oh, this means the word count is now changed. A BOTHER. Oh well. It's allowed to just be a rough thing.
I am SO TIRED I want to sleep
And do you know what sucks
Today I tried a Very Evil Energy Drink
It tasted like SUGAR
It was pure SUGAR
The actual flavour was just SUGAR
It was awful
I mean holy crap!!!
I am never having one again. So that is something I can tick off my to-do list: Try an energy drink
And what sucks is that I am SO TIRED I cannot even utilise the energy I supposedly received from this drink
FAIL!!!!
Anyway so today was the first day of school!!!
Exciting!!!!
Not. It was utterly boring
Fortunately we only have one class with our form class, as my class has a certain O.B in it (dear god) and my only friend is Vicky, and like Marijke in her class I was sitting in the front by myself.
A-WHOOHOO
And I am in a maths class UGH I had maths there once it was awful
Sucky times!
Anyway I have the same Spanish teacher as I have had the last two years which is so totally awesome
And Sam and Jordan are in my English class so that is good.
We have maths every day (bad) and very very shiny pure white diaries (cool)
But the diaries have nowhere to write your timetable (stupid)
Anyway, swimming trials were lame I didn’t have to do them (woohoo!) so I got to sit there
It was utterly boring
So anyway during swimming I realised that I really, after many years here do not actually care about the school. So here is an Exciting School Lowdown!!!
Well. So Senior College is where friends have gone to, and naturally if they hadn’t gone first I would never even have considered going (as I had never even heard of it before.) The reason I don’t care about the school? The people. There are lots of nice people, but if all my friends left I really wouldn’t get along well enough with anyone else to consider them good friends. There are lots of nice cool people and lots of, well… you know. That’s the majority of my year group, and it really sucks.
So, anyway I am going to do an exciting pro’s ‘n’ con’s list!!! I know those apostrophe thingies shouldn’t be there but they are.
PROS!!! (of going to senior college and leaving my current school)
a) transport! Exciting! I would be able to get the train in to town, then walk up the whole of town to get to there. If I had a skateboard (not the current one I am borrowing from my cousin which has dragonball z on the other side, erm.) I could skate all the way down town to the train station; exciting! If I learnt to drive I could drive to the train station near my house and then go in the car to my house afterwards- radical!!! Hahahah.
b) It’s in town. That’s pretty cool. You can go wherever at lunchtime…well sort of.
c) In sport you do bowling and extreme Frisbee or whatever it’s called- my p.e teacher told me I was good at that. XDD
d) FREE TIME!! You can maybe go home early
e) Can wear whatever
f) Guys, that will be interesting because I have never been in a school with them before, it would be cool to have guy friends I guess
g) I can get new experiences and not stay at the same school
h) I don’t know many people there can meet new people omgwow
i) Don’t have to carry around friggin’ laptops
CONS!!!
a) will leave old school, would mean I can’t be an “old girl”
b) would be abandoning old friends
c) senior college goes for a lot longer, pretty boring!
d) Apparently more difficult?
e) Some different exam type??
f) Don’t know anyone there apart from like four people
g) Have to carry around friggin’ laptops
Well that’s all I can think of for now. Sorry Alice, but I kinda like your school? I mean, I won’t act on it or anything, so don’t worry. It’s totally fine, you can talk to me about how great it is with you and your school and it won’t hurt my feelings. I’ll just write angsty poetry about it for a while. XDD (ooooh seewhatIdidthere?)
Nah I guess it’s just my interest in said school is somewhat unprecedented… that’s the right word right.
Also! Sad stuff! Last year me and geeg were being srsly cool and singing along to I can’t decide (as you do) and the response was not POSITIVE!! I do believe Rekha said “I don’t like that sort of silly music” and Alice was most unimpressed.
I’LL HAVE YOU KNOW ALICE, THAT IN SOME PARTS OF THE INTERNET YOUR OPINION IS FROWNED UPON GREATLY.
Upsetting!!
Still they couldn’t have chosen a better song for that scene. Radical! (I don’t know why I keep on saying that.) I mean and that little sort of swoopy high up bit on “whether you”??
RADICAL!!!
I seriously love that song. I have also watched that scene far too many times.
Fun fact!!! The first episode I saw was the doomsday one!!
Fun fact!!! The blink angels don’t scare me unless I’m watching the episode!! THAT SCREECHY MUSIC IS SO SO SCARY
So anyway that’s what the haps are
It is a nice and sunny day, the promise of EXCITING THINGS TO COME!!!!!
So yeah. This school still really annoys me a lot of the time. I’m sorry, it’s my problem, I’ll deal with it.
I have a skill: easily and subtly incorporating quotes in to everyday conversations.
I do it all the time, without ANY OF YOU noticing.
By ANY OF YOU I mean EVERYONE.
I am quite proud of this.
Dinosaur comics are still my favourite comics
Now I just have to wait for my brother to get off the interwebs so that I can post this
Also!! I really want to watch 30 Rock! But the good thing is there is only one more episode of season two until the third season which is what is currently happening and that is exciting.
TODAY I DOWNLOADED AN INDIE PLAYLIST and so far it has been pretty good.
Also! I plan on taking a photo of myself every day. (lolvain)
No but it’s like… I dunno just one of those fun things to do. I probably won’t end up doing it for the whole year probably a few months at the most but still interesting amirite? Well interesting for me and of course afterwards make a movie of it all. Jolly good. I’m all about the little projects this year.
It seems I will also occasionally take pictures of my desktop throughout the year, EXCITING!!!!
Also: I look forward to using my new stationery!! (is that the right one? AAAH)
Total word count: 1,151
well it's not anymore. ahahah.
SONGS!!!: Lamposts by Bell X1 and Pretty Life by Jakalope
ADDITIONAL!: HOW DO YOU ENABLE COOKIES?? There doesn't seem to be a place to do this. WHERE THE HELL ARE THE COOKIES/!?!??! I FRIGGIN' HATE THE DAMN COOKIES NO ONE EVER EXPLAINS THEM TO ME AAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH
okay, that's definitely a new label for this blog.
Oh, this means the word count is now changed. A BOTHER. Oh well. It's allowed to just be a rough thing.
I am SO TIRED I want to sleep
And do you know what sucks
Today I tried a Very Evil Energy Drink
It tasted like SUGAR
It was pure SUGAR
The actual flavour was just SUGAR
It was awful
I mean holy crap!!!
I am never having one again. So that is something I can tick off my to-do list: Try an energy drink
And what sucks is that I am SO TIRED I cannot even utilise the energy I supposedly received from this drink
FAIL!!!!
Anyway so today was the first day of school!!!
Exciting!!!!
Not. It was utterly boring
Fortunately we only have one class with our form class, as my class has a certain O.B in it (dear god) and my only friend is Vicky, and like Marijke in her class I was sitting in the front by myself.
A-WHOOHOO
And I am in a maths class UGH I had maths there once it was awful
Sucky times!
Anyway I have the same Spanish teacher as I have had the last two years which is so totally awesome
And Sam and Jordan are in my English class so that is good.
We have maths every day (bad) and very very shiny pure white diaries (cool)
But the diaries have nowhere to write your timetable (stupid)
Anyway, swimming trials were lame I didn’t have to do them (woohoo!) so I got to sit there
It was utterly boring
So anyway during swimming I realised that I really, after many years here do not actually care about the school. So here is an Exciting School Lowdown!!!
Well. So Senior College is where friends have gone to, and naturally if they hadn’t gone first I would never even have considered going (as I had never even heard of it before.) The reason I don’t care about the school? The people. There are lots of nice people, but if all my friends left I really wouldn’t get along well enough with anyone else to consider them good friends. There are lots of nice cool people and lots of, well… you know. That’s the majority of my year group, and it really sucks.
So, anyway I am going to do an exciting pro’s ‘n’ con’s list!!! I know those apostrophe thingies shouldn’t be there but they are.
PROS!!! (of going to senior college and leaving my current school)
a) transport! Exciting! I would be able to get the train in to town, then walk up the whole of town to get to there. If I had a skateboard (not the current one I am borrowing from my cousin which has dragonball z on the other side, erm.) I could skate all the way down town to the train station; exciting! If I learnt to drive I could drive to the train station near my house and then go in the car to my house afterwards- radical!!! Hahahah.
b) It’s in town. That’s pretty cool. You can go wherever at lunchtime…well sort of.
c) In sport you do bowling and extreme Frisbee or whatever it’s called- my p.e teacher told me I was good at that. XDD
d) FREE TIME!! You can maybe go home early
e) Can wear whatever
f) Guys, that will be interesting because I have never been in a school with them before, it would be cool to have guy friends I guess
g) I can get new experiences and not stay at the same school
h) I don’t know many people there can meet new people omgwow
i) Don’t have to carry around friggin’ laptops
CONS!!!
a) will leave old school, would mean I can’t be an “old girl”
b) would be abandoning old friends
c) senior college goes for a lot longer, pretty boring!
d) Apparently more difficult?
e) Some different exam type??
f) Don’t know anyone there apart from like four people
g) Have to carry around friggin’ laptops
Well that’s all I can think of for now. Sorry Alice, but I kinda like your school? I mean, I won’t act on it or anything, so don’t worry. It’s totally fine, you can talk to me about how great it is with you and your school and it won’t hurt my feelings. I’ll just write angsty poetry about it for a while. XDD (ooooh seewhatIdidthere?)
Nah I guess it’s just my interest in said school is somewhat unprecedented… that’s the right word right.
Also! Sad stuff! Last year me and geeg were being srsly cool and singing along to I can’t decide (as you do) and the response was not POSITIVE!! I do believe Rekha said “I don’t like that sort of silly music” and Alice was most unimpressed.
I’LL HAVE YOU KNOW ALICE, THAT IN SOME PARTS OF THE INTERNET YOUR OPINION IS FROWNED UPON GREATLY.
Upsetting!!
Still they couldn’t have chosen a better song for that scene. Radical! (I don’t know why I keep on saying that.) I mean and that little sort of swoopy high up bit on “whether you”??
RADICAL!!!
I seriously love that song. I have also watched that scene far too many times.
Fun fact!!! The first episode I saw was the doomsday one!!
Fun fact!!! The blink angels don’t scare me unless I’m watching the episode!! THAT SCREECHY MUSIC IS SO SO SCARY
So anyway that’s what the haps are
It is a nice and sunny day, the promise of EXCITING THINGS TO COME!!!!!
So yeah. This school still really annoys me a lot of the time. I’m sorry, it’s my problem, I’ll deal with it.
I have a skill: easily and subtly incorporating quotes in to everyday conversations.
I do it all the time, without ANY OF YOU noticing.
By ANY OF YOU I mean EVERYONE.
I am quite proud of this.
Dinosaur comics are still my favourite comics
Now I just have to wait for my brother to get off the interwebs so that I can post this
Also!! I really want to watch 30 Rock! But the good thing is there is only one more episode of season two until the third season which is what is currently happening and that is exciting.
TODAY I DOWNLOADED AN INDIE PLAYLIST and so far it has been pretty good.
Also! I plan on taking a photo of myself every day. (lolvain)
No but it’s like… I dunno just one of those fun things to do. I probably won’t end up doing it for the whole year probably a few months at the most but still interesting amirite? Well interesting for me and of course afterwards make a movie of it all. Jolly good. I’m all about the little projects this year.
It seems I will also occasionally take pictures of my desktop throughout the year, EXCITING!!!!
Also: I look forward to using my new stationery!! (is that the right one? AAAH)
Total word count: 1,151
well it's not anymore. ahahah.
SONGS!!!: Lamposts by Bell X1 and Pretty Life by Jakalope
ADDITIONAL!: HOW DO YOU ENABLE COOKIES?? There doesn't seem to be a place to do this. WHERE THE HELL ARE THE COOKIES/!?!??! I FRIGGIN' HATE THE DAMN COOKIES NO ONE EVER EXPLAINS THEM TO ME AAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH
Thursday, December 11, 2008
If I could say a few words... then I'd be a much better public speaker
well it was busy at newmarket today, or "midtown" as they say. Actually, they don't say. Anyway, it was. Could not go very far without seeing someone you recognised. Anyway, discovered a pretty epic drink, Ramune. I mean, it has a marble that floats in it. It is nearly impossible to open. It has caaaaaaaaandy that tastes like it. And it tastes pretty great. I LOVE IT. Those crazy Japanese people. =D
Well, so, yeah! You know, I really could use a little waterproof laptop in the shower or something for jotting down notes. I always have the best blog musings there.
So, what annoys me is when people tell their kids that they are fat and have to do exercise when they are just normal. Yeah, way to promote "healthy" body image, guys. Give your kids bad self esteem and make them feel they have to be anorexic to be pretty and accepted, whoohoo! Jeez, let them feel comfortable how they are without feeling as if they have to be so skinny you can see their entire ribcage from the front and back. Lamefaces. I mean, I understand wanting them to be fit and eat healthy and all, but really now.
Aaaand, I notice no one seems to really listen to me. (oh, the tragedy!) No but seriously, I give these really inspirational impromptu speeches to my friends, and they are like "wow that was great" but by the next day they have forgotten everything I told them and go back to their usual, "I SUCK" thoughts. They go, oooh how sucky this is, how x I am, and I go, STOP YOU LOSERS. And set them straight, that they do not suck, or that they are just being lame and if they think like that they will suck, blah blah blah, and they go, wow, thanks, that was really cool, and then, no. It just seems nothing I say makes a difference? And I am being honest, not just one of those people who compliments people way too much when they are not actually that great, or whatever. I mean, if someone says "I'm so ugly" I'm not going to go, "no, you're GORGEOUS!!!" I am just going to go, shut up, you are not ugly, get over it. Okay, bad example, but trust me, I make inspirational speeches. ;D
Like one time I kinda said a lot of things and I got accused of trying to "reform and change" the person. And they were all angry and "this is who I am!!!"
Riiiight, so said person actually WANTS to whine and cry and hate their life and actually wants to complain about how much they suck and can't do anything. I just want them to be the positive, happy, downright hilarious person they used to be. They never properly make me laugh now, but they used to have me laughing till I cried. It helped me a lot when I was going through a "BAH LIFE SUCKS" phase.
Well, to be quite honest, I am just not going to bother any more. If they say, "oh I'm so stupid, I'm so bad at this" I'm just going to be like, yeah, you are! Deal with it. Change your self. I'm not giving you attention or compliments.
And well, other times, even if I am talking at a normal pitch, or maybe louder, sometimes I just talk and then realise the person is not listening and have to repeat myself. (No, this is not talking about the same person. In fact this little bit about not listening is referring to my family. XDDD)
DRAMATIC SIGH!!!!
I also seem to be the one left out, the one no one likes to tell things to, as if they DO NOT TRUST ME. Well that has not happened as much lately, but it happens A SUSPICIOUSLY LARGE AMOUNT. Hahahaha, I always seem to miss out when big revelations happen. Not that they do not trust me because I spill secrets or anything! I just do not seem to be too close to most of my friends, and even one of my close friends does not tell me stuff often. Have to torture it out of them.
Oh well! Hey I managed to angst about stuff without being angsty, now there is a skill I think we could all use. =D
Okay maybe I was a little angsty. =P I am still in high spirits however.
Dos canciones: 3 Libras- A Perfect Circle
Criminal- Fiona Apple
Well, so, yeah! You know, I really could use a little waterproof laptop in the shower or something for jotting down notes. I always have the best blog musings there.
So, what annoys me is when people tell their kids that they are fat and have to do exercise when they are just normal. Yeah, way to promote "healthy" body image, guys. Give your kids bad self esteem and make them feel they have to be anorexic to be pretty and accepted, whoohoo! Jeez, let them feel comfortable how they are without feeling as if they have to be so skinny you can see their entire ribcage from the front and back. Lamefaces. I mean, I understand wanting them to be fit and eat healthy and all, but really now.
Aaaand, I notice no one seems to really listen to me. (oh, the tragedy!) No but seriously, I give these really inspirational impromptu speeches to my friends, and they are like "wow that was great" but by the next day they have forgotten everything I told them and go back to their usual, "I SUCK" thoughts. They go, oooh how sucky this is, how x I am, and I go, STOP YOU LOSERS. And set them straight, that they do not suck, or that they are just being lame and if they think like that they will suck, blah blah blah, and they go, wow, thanks, that was really cool, and then, no. It just seems nothing I say makes a difference? And I am being honest, not just one of those people who compliments people way too much when they are not actually that great, or whatever. I mean, if someone says "I'm so ugly" I'm not going to go, "no, you're GORGEOUS!!!" I am just going to go, shut up, you are not ugly, get over it. Okay, bad example, but trust me, I make inspirational speeches. ;D
Like one time I kinda said a lot of things and I got accused of trying to "reform and change" the person. And they were all angry and "this is who I am!!!"
Riiiight, so said person actually WANTS to whine and cry and hate their life and actually wants to complain about how much they suck and can't do anything. I just want them to be the positive, happy, downright hilarious person they used to be. They never properly make me laugh now, but they used to have me laughing till I cried. It helped me a lot when I was going through a "BAH LIFE SUCKS" phase.
Well, to be quite honest, I am just not going to bother any more. If they say, "oh I'm so stupid, I'm so bad at this" I'm just going to be like, yeah, you are! Deal with it. Change your self. I'm not giving you attention or compliments.
And well, other times, even if I am talking at a normal pitch, or maybe louder, sometimes I just talk and then realise the person is not listening and have to repeat myself. (No, this is not talking about the same person. In fact this little bit about not listening is referring to my family. XDDD)
DRAMATIC SIGH!!!!
I also seem to be the one left out, the one no one likes to tell things to, as if they DO NOT TRUST ME. Well that has not happened as much lately, but it happens A SUSPICIOUSLY LARGE AMOUNT. Hahahaha, I always seem to miss out when big revelations happen. Not that they do not trust me because I spill secrets or anything! I just do not seem to be too close to most of my friends, and even one of my close friends does not tell me stuff often. Have to torture it out of them.
Oh well! Hey I managed to angst about stuff without being angsty, now there is a skill I think we could all use. =D
Okay maybe I was a little angsty. =P I am still in high spirits however.
Dos canciones: 3 Libras- A Perfect Circle
Criminal- Fiona Apple
Sunday, December 7, 2008
La la laaa, the glorious technobabble prevails still
Ooooh, 6:47 and I have to finish a social studies thing.
Of course, procrastination woo.
Cannot be bothered with this last week of school, prizegiving, chapel, blah blah blah.
Still. I have discovered the epic win that is indiefeed podcasts.
Aaaaaaaaaaaah wow so awesome!
And I knew some of the bands already, yay me. Controller.controller and amirite, is Mad Marge and the Stonecutters a totally rad name for a band yes?
It is.
You know it is.
Anyway.
It is pretty great, yes it is. Having fun being overwhelmed by absolutely huge amounts of music.
Pfft, looks like I will not be getting a 16 gig nano, pretty lame and stupid, an 8 gig would only allow me to fit most of my music, so no games, photos or videos for me. oooh, goody. *grumblemumblemuttersnark*
hmm, watching a thing on life after humans. Interesting, but, if all the humans are dead (affirmative, I poked one it was dead) then why would the animals be alive? How do they all get wiped out in one split second without any animals dying? Huh? Huh? Answer me that. More likely to happen over time, with some big huge zombie infection or whatever. So yeah, anyway, whatever. =D
Lol, manmade stuff kind of fails without people. =D YAY NATURE.
Hoorah, stuff due in tomorrow.
Procrastinating? Why, yes, I am! Hoorah! Well, it would be pretty cool once humans are gone. Everything will just decompose and crumble and go back to nature, la la laaaa~~~ good times.
Well, that is all for now I thinks. =D
Well, it is now 8:56. (no it did not take me that long to write this, I just forgot about it yeah.)
Oh right, I need four songs. Here they are:
Fell in love with a girl- The White Stripes
RPM- Sugar Ray
Stutter- Elastica
Here and now- Letters to Cleo
Of course, procrastination woo.
Cannot be bothered with this last week of school, prizegiving, chapel, blah blah blah.
Still. I have discovered the epic win that is indiefeed podcasts.
Aaaaaaaaaaaah wow so awesome!
And I knew some of the bands already, yay me. Controller.controller and amirite, is Mad Marge and the Stonecutters a totally rad name for a band yes?
It is.
You know it is.
Anyway.
It is pretty great, yes it is. Having fun being overwhelmed by absolutely huge amounts of music.
Pfft, looks like I will not be getting a 16 gig nano, pretty lame and stupid, an 8 gig would only allow me to fit most of my music, so no games, photos or videos for me. oooh, goody. *grumblemumblemuttersnark*
hmm, watching a thing on life after humans. Interesting, but, if all the humans are dead (affirmative, I poked one it was dead) then why would the animals be alive? How do they all get wiped out in one split second without any animals dying? Huh? Huh? Answer me that. More likely to happen over time, with some big huge zombie infection or whatever. So yeah, anyway, whatever. =D
Lol, manmade stuff kind of fails without people. =D YAY NATURE.
Hoorah, stuff due in tomorrow.
Procrastinating? Why, yes, I am! Hoorah! Well, it would be pretty cool once humans are gone. Everything will just decompose and crumble and go back to nature, la la laaaa~~~ good times.
Well, that is all for now I thinks. =D
Well, it is now 8:56. (no it did not take me that long to write this, I just forgot about it yeah.)
Oh right, I need four songs. Here they are:
Fell in love with a girl- The White Stripes
RPM- Sugar Ray
Stutter- Elastica
Here and now- Letters to Cleo
Friday, December 5, 2008
Yay, back to my "laid back" roots. Hahahaha.
Today I successfully blew a bubble from bubblegum for the first time evar!!! Yay for me!
Well yeah, my unnecessary worrying brought upon myself by sheer tiredness was, of course, completely unnecessary. So that was good. We had a science test, and well that was okaaaaaaaaaaay, but I would rather just ignore that.
*ignores*
And French stories? Yeah. Ours. Radtastic.
Anyway, Lunch was good, I had toblerone. YUM.
Well it sucks that I still have homework and whatnot (school ends next week. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS IMAGE.)
And yeah, it is just a delightfully spiffing, incredibly strangely warm night.
And we went to the park, yeah, that? Was strange.
For many reasons, but it was enjoyable and then my mum went all stupid and like "well what would the school think about you being in a park for three hours?"
What. Yeah. My brain, cannot compute.
So undoubtedly I will be worried Sunday night, but it does not actually matter. But I will try to not procrastinate. Yay.
Yeah, I always think people are spying on my internet dealings. I mean, it is totally stupid, but whenever I want to like go on fanfiction.net to see what hilarious monstrosities are lurking in the corners, I feel like "WHO IS WATCHING ME" and cannot do it. But for most other things, I do not think like that. Even if it is for something that most sane people would find bizarre, no! It seems kinda "not worried" for me. Strangeness. Strangeness indeed!
Well
I am happy with life. In general. I am wearing headphones for a belt, yeah. Clever much?
Anyway, pulp sport should be on now. Good old classic Koiwoi television. I love it. XDD
Au revoir- dammit! Well I have to get over that thing. XDD
Still that one particular word will be something I will not like.
Oh great, some lame movie with Hilary Duff is on. Pfft a kid just spelled combustible. Dude, there are meant to be waaaaaaay harder words in a spelling bee. Like... quixotic, or something. Ok not that, that is easy, words you have never heard of before in your life type words. Hahah.
Well it had better be over soon. *frown!!!*
Guess that will be all. Ugh, Hilary Duff sure likes terrible awful chick flicks. Still. At least she has more emotion on her face than that Twilight girl. Hahaha, funny. Well, I do not wish to dwell on thoughts of Hilary Duff and Twilight. Blerg, upset I even mentioned it.
MOMENT ANNULLED!
Good, it is over. The credits are playing with some lame techno pop song. hahahaha.
To quote Howard Moon, I believe it was: "crrrazy days."
Well yeah, my unnecessary worrying brought upon myself by sheer tiredness was, of course, completely unnecessary. So that was good. We had a science test, and well that was okaaaaaaaaaaay, but I would rather just ignore that.
*ignores*
And French stories? Yeah. Ours. Radtastic.
Anyway, Lunch was good, I had toblerone. YUM.
Well it sucks that I still have homework and whatnot (school ends next week. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS IMAGE.)
And yeah, it is just a delightfully spiffing, incredibly strangely warm night.
And we went to the park, yeah, that? Was strange.
For many reasons, but it was enjoyable and then my mum went all stupid and like "well what would the school think about you being in a park for three hours?"
What. Yeah. My brain, cannot compute.
So undoubtedly I will be worried Sunday night, but it does not actually matter. But I will try to not procrastinate. Yay.
Yeah, I always think people are spying on my internet dealings. I mean, it is totally stupid, but whenever I want to like go on fanfiction.net to see what hilarious monstrosities are lurking in the corners, I feel like "WHO IS WATCHING ME" and cannot do it. But for most other things, I do not think like that. Even if it is for something that most sane people would find bizarre, no! It seems kinda "not worried" for me. Strangeness. Strangeness indeed!
Well
I am happy with life. In general. I am wearing headphones for a belt, yeah. Clever much?
Anyway, pulp sport should be on now. Good old classic Koiwoi television. I love it. XDD
Au revoir- dammit! Well I have to get over that thing. XDD
Still that one particular word will be something I will not like.
Oh great, some lame movie with Hilary Duff is on. Pfft a kid just spelled combustible. Dude, there are meant to be waaaaaaay harder words in a spelling bee. Like... quixotic, or something. Ok not that, that is easy, words you have never heard of before in your life type words. Hahah.
Well it had better be over soon. *frown!!!*
Guess that will be all. Ugh, Hilary Duff sure likes terrible awful chick flicks. Still. At least she has more emotion on her face than that Twilight girl. Hahaha, funny. Well, I do not wish to dwell on thoughts of Hilary Duff and Twilight. Blerg, upset I even mentioned it.
MOMENT ANNULLED!
Good, it is over. The credits are playing with some lame techno pop song. hahahaha.
To quote Howard Moon, I believe it was: "crrrazy days."
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
If you speak French and wish to be offended by my terrible writing, then this is the blog for YOU!
Greetings.
So, today was good as well. Erm yes. I got new converse shoes, yay. They are white, which at first dismayed me but they are in fact covered in random writing and graffiti and whatnot, so they are pretty alright.
Well you know, I was thinking about the whole shipping thing and I do not feel like talking about it, (hahah ok words of an angry person) buuuut maybe I will?
Seeeee I have three levels of shipping: the otp level, the ok I ship this a lot but not enough to squee like a loon level and the I ship it for the lulz level.
So, I do not have many in the otp level. Let us see. Maybe four, perhaps? And two of those I do not even ship that much. I mean, that is to say, three of these? I do not want to canonically happen. But I still ship them. And the last one, well, I dunno, but that particular fandom? I am waaay too late to the parade. It maekez me sad. Aaand, it is a strange pairing because it is a het pairing (like oh my god how ABNORMAL) and the other three are slash, I mean to say. But that is not why it is weird, no… it is weird because the other three slash pairings seem to have more subtext than those two, I am for serious, but that last one? I currently ship WAY more than the other three. Because asdgahsgagh I do not even know. And I do not think many other people see it. OH, THE TRAGEDY!
Sooo well I shall continue watching for any other moments. (There are lots. I mean, you see a part, right? And it is like, “ohnoes go find someone to help you!” or, you know, something and I just think to myself, “it’s them it’s them” and who is it? That’s right, it is THEM. I mean, you cannot deny there is most definitely something there. XD hehehahahah. OK
So that is that. (Oh, aand the other pairings? Well, one will never become canon in a thousand years simply because that would be plain weird and it is like totally unrequited hahahaha, one could be possible but is just not going to happen because it is a small show and although it would make the majority of fans very very happy, there is the whole, well being bffs and it being completely awkward, surprise surprise, and the last one? Well, okay, this is House and Wilson. Fairly self explanatory. Well, not really but, never going to happen!)
Gooooooooooooooooooood times.
So like hey, I guess when I go to university I am going to be doing a BA thingy huh huh
I got a booklet thing. They were in the library, and during English instead of working we just read them. That was fun. And we wrote a very strange story in French, well we are planning it anyway. I shall copypasta it because, well I FEEL LIKE IT OKAY, maybe I have nothing else to say so I shall provide an interesting distraction that you can translate in babelfish to see what horrendously hilarious translations it comes up with. Hahah cool ma madre es playing house of the rising sun on the piano, which I can now kinda sorta play on the guitar! HOORAY!
Anyway. (There are probably a million mistakes. =D)
Le plot
Lucie est tres triste et se fache a Jacques. Ils ont se disputer parce que Jacques aime les rennes et il a voulé Lucie acheter un renne pour noel. Mais Lucie deteste Jacques et les rennes donc elle tue tout des rennes dans le monde dans la veille de noel. Quelle horreur ! Quand Jacques decouvre ses plans il est tres triste. Il vole a elle maison combattre, mais quand il y arrive, Lucie dis, « non ! je voules combattre dans la tour eiffel ! »
« D’accord, on se voir a cinq heures ! » Il a diré.
Il promene à le centre-ville acheter un cadeau pour ses mere. Il a acheter un serviette de thé et un cd de musique classique. Quelle fantastique !
Il regarde un montre et il realise que il est tard pour le combat ! Quelle Horreur !
Hee hee. Most of that is probably incorrect in some way.
Oooh ok I want to learn it on the piano now.
Oh yeah and I was looking at a theory book today, WHAT WHAT I know NONE of that. I am a terrible music theory person. *hangs head in shame*
The converse shoes are a bit big for me, I HAVE TO GO PURCHASE ITEMS OF A SUGARY NATURE for secret santa.
Apologies, I do not know why I feel the need to SUDDENLY TALK IN CAPS at random times. ??
I was feeling all depressed in the weekend because I found all this old stuff when tidying my room and I was all NO WHY DO I HAVE ALL THIS STUFF THAT I WILL NEVER USE and I was really sad because minorly sad things make me majorly sad.
I really wish my messenger bag fit my laptop and books. Because then it would be school-compatible. But alas, it is not. I saw a my chem one that looked like it could fit plenty, but see now, I already have a good messenger bag, and there would be no point in getting another one. So I suppose I just have to either stay with my big stupid bag or get a macpac. Oh, such a… what is the word? Prediction? Predilection? Commotion? Preperlition? OH YOU KNOW WHAT WORD I MEAN. AARGGH!!!
Why can I not remember it? PLEASE HELP- AH! PREDICAMENT!
Hahahaha. Such a predicament.
Well I guess that is all for now, au revoir (please to be fearing my French speaking skills.)
So, today was good as well. Erm yes. I got new converse shoes, yay. They are white, which at first dismayed me but they are in fact covered in random writing and graffiti and whatnot, so they are pretty alright.
Well you know, I was thinking about the whole shipping thing and I do not feel like talking about it, (hahah ok words of an angry person) buuuut maybe I will?
Seeeee I have three levels of shipping: the otp level, the ok I ship this a lot but not enough to squee like a loon level and the I ship it for the lulz level.
So, I do not have many in the otp level. Let us see. Maybe four, perhaps? And two of those I do not even ship that much. I mean, that is to say, three of these? I do not want to canonically happen. But I still ship them. And the last one, well, I dunno, but that particular fandom? I am waaay too late to the parade. It maekez me sad. Aaand, it is a strange pairing because it is a het pairing (like oh my god how ABNORMAL) and the other three are slash, I mean to say. But that is not why it is weird, no… it is weird because the other three slash pairings seem to have more subtext than those two, I am for serious, but that last one? I currently ship WAY more than the other three. Because asdgahsgagh I do not even know. And I do not think many other people see it. OH, THE TRAGEDY!
Sooo well I shall continue watching for any other moments. (There are lots. I mean, you see a part, right? And it is like, “ohnoes go find someone to help you!” or, you know, something and I just think to myself, “it’s them it’s them” and who is it? That’s right, it is THEM. I mean, you cannot deny there is most definitely something there. XD hehehahahah. OK
So that is that. (Oh, aand the other pairings? Well, one will never become canon in a thousand years simply because that would be plain weird and it is like totally unrequited hahahaha, one could be possible but is just not going to happen because it is a small show and although it would make the majority of fans very very happy, there is the whole, well being bffs and it being completely awkward, surprise surprise, and the last one? Well, okay, this is House and Wilson. Fairly self explanatory. Well, not really but, never going to happen!)
Gooooooooooooooooooood times.
So like hey, I guess when I go to university I am going to be doing a BA thingy huh huh
I got a booklet thing. They were in the library, and during English instead of working we just read them. That was fun. And we wrote a very strange story in French, well we are planning it anyway. I shall copypasta it because, well I FEEL LIKE IT OKAY, maybe I have nothing else to say so I shall provide an interesting distraction that you can translate in babelfish to see what horrendously hilarious translations it comes up with. Hahah cool ma madre es playing house of the rising sun on the piano, which I can now kinda sorta play on the guitar! HOORAY!
Anyway. (There are probably a million mistakes. =D)
Le plot
Lucie est tres triste et se fache a Jacques. Ils ont se disputer parce que Jacques aime les rennes et il a voulé Lucie acheter un renne pour noel. Mais Lucie deteste Jacques et les rennes donc elle tue tout des rennes dans le monde dans la veille de noel. Quelle horreur ! Quand Jacques decouvre ses plans il est tres triste. Il vole a elle maison combattre, mais quand il y arrive, Lucie dis, « non ! je voules combattre dans la tour eiffel ! »
« D’accord, on se voir a cinq heures ! » Il a diré.
Il promene à le centre-ville acheter un cadeau pour ses mere. Il a acheter un serviette de thé et un cd de musique classique. Quelle fantastique !
Il regarde un montre et il realise que il est tard pour le combat ! Quelle Horreur !
Hee hee. Most of that is probably incorrect in some way.
Oooh ok I want to learn it on the piano now.
Oh yeah and I was looking at a theory book today, WHAT WHAT I know NONE of that. I am a terrible music theory person. *hangs head in shame*
The converse shoes are a bit big for me, I HAVE TO GO PURCHASE ITEMS OF A SUGARY NATURE for secret santa.
Apologies, I do not know why I feel the need to SUDDENLY TALK IN CAPS at random times. ??
I was feeling all depressed in the weekend because I found all this old stuff when tidying my room and I was all NO WHY DO I HAVE ALL THIS STUFF THAT I WILL NEVER USE and I was really sad because minorly sad things make me majorly sad.
I really wish my messenger bag fit my laptop and books. Because then it would be school-compatible. But alas, it is not. I saw a my chem one that looked like it could fit plenty, but see now, I already have a good messenger bag, and there would be no point in getting another one. So I suppose I just have to either stay with my big stupid bag or get a macpac. Oh, such a… what is the word? Prediction? Predilection? Commotion? Preperlition? OH YOU KNOW WHAT WORD I MEAN. AARGGH!!!
Why can I not remember it? PLEASE HELP- AH! PREDICAMENT!
Hahahaha. Such a predicament.
Well I guess that is all for now, au revoir (please to be fearing my French speaking skills.)
Friday, November 28, 2008
After a while you may notice my blog titles will become more unoriginal, such as, "blah"
Well it has been a mildly good week, but I do have a problem with my brother. Now we usually get on well with minor casualties, however these past few days he has been very violent and hard to deal with. Ok, so I do not help by calling him stupid and laughing at him, but I am not violent and aggressive. Generally his idea of violent and aggressive is punching and kicking and general flailing, however lately he just screams in a high pitched voice about how much he hates me and how I always go on the internet, and whenever I do not go to swimming he says in a condescending tone, "It's not a matter of I don't feel like it, it's a matter of having to go!" Pfft. He's eleven. How DARE he be patronising. Well. I dunno, I mean this morning going to school I had to do spelling with him and when he couldn't understand that a word had two r's in it, he got really mad and when I tried to hint towards the r thing he yelled at me, then later sulked, refused to spell the next word and said how stupid I was and how he hated me and how stupid the words were. Well. And by the way this laptop keyboard is totally cool because it sounds somewhat like a typewriter whenever I press the space key so there is this big tapping noise. Hooray hoorah.
I am NOT GOOD with awkward situations. I mean not like those silent moments, where no one says anything- you know, everyone seems to instantly think the moment there is silence that it is AWKWARD!!! No one ever lets it continue as a silent, deep and meaningful pondering or whatever. Someone has to go, "awkward giraffe!" or whatever or say, "well. this is awkward." and then I get quietly annoyed to myself because IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE. I mean really.
Anyway, I mean awkward like when someone randomly breaks down crying. CANNOT. DEAL. You know how girls are all like, "oh my god what's wrong?" and then rub your back and make sympathetic noises and reassure and calm down the hysterical/quiet sobber. But, no, no. That is awkward for me, because I do not know WHAT THE HELL TO DO. So, NO. If someone storms out crying, I am not really going to say anything to them! Well, actually, depending on what they were crying over I might yell at them for being an idiot or something. (In an inspiring, this is not you sort of way. Or something lame. Or maybe something Kamina might say.)
AAAAAAAAaaaanyway, yeah that is about it. Same goes for like when falling off something, or smacking in to a tree. (Yeah, that kind of sucked.)
Fridays really are quite a joyous occasion. Well not that joyous, but... just something nice about not having to get up. AND LET ME go on another ramble. It will be about: MORNINGS.
See, on a school morning, I am plagued with a dull head. This head is warm, uncomfortable and angry in a way that it really cannot be BOTHERED being angry, so it settles for, why why why must this happen to me. If I were to return to bed, I could fall asleep in the most SATISFYING way possible: straight away in a big feeling of warmth. The home of my head, basically. In other words, my head has been plucked from its warm comforting home, and the moment it is reconnected all natural balances shall be restored. This never happens, of course.
HOWEVER! On the weekends. This instantly changes. (Damn you, internal body clock.) If I was to be woken up at the usual time for school, I would have the privilege of going back to sleep. I in fact tried this method once, and it did not work. I did go back to sleep, but it was UNcomfortable. It was downright bleh. Basically I sleep in till about nine, sometimes just stay there, until ten, eleven, depending on how lazy/how much I sleep/when I went to sleep the previous night, I can get up at twelve. But, it is just not satisfying.
Typical. Hard to please some people!
Well, not much more is happening. I kind of wish there was not another Artemis Fowl book. You know, they get to a point where you start to say, "what, another?" and it is not quiiiite as great. That happened with the Alex Rider series except the last one was really just as good as the others. Have not read much of the newest Artemis Fowl but it seems different. I dunno why, Artemis still has his pompous ways but he seems different. And I have not really laughed yet! Dude those books always crack me up by at least the tenth page.
Well, ambivalence. (Does that have anything to do with valence electrons? I wondered this to myself once.)
Something about this place is good for my writing ways. God, can I go at least ONE post without mentioning the differences between Blogspot and Livejournal? The answer is, NO. (now for the comparison: livejournal is harder to write in I dunno why it just is STOP)
Song!!! The song is:Piranhas, by Tripping Daisy
(oh yeah and like what? okay.)
(the above was me thinking, hay let's write about that but then thinking, wait you shouldn't, and then agreeing with myself.)
Well, I do not consider myself to be that talkative. Indeed most of the time I clam up and mumble.
I now end this ramble. I really have to learn how to cut these incessant ramblings down a bit.
I am NOT GOOD with awkward situations. I mean not like those silent moments, where no one says anything- you know, everyone seems to instantly think the moment there is silence that it is AWKWARD!!! No one ever lets it continue as a silent, deep and meaningful pondering or whatever. Someone has to go, "awkward giraffe!" or whatever or say, "well. this is awkward." and then I get quietly annoyed to myself because IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE. I mean really.
Anyway, I mean awkward like when someone randomly breaks down crying. CANNOT. DEAL. You know how girls are all like, "oh my god what's wrong?" and then rub your back and make sympathetic noises and reassure and calm down the hysterical/quiet sobber. But, no, no. That is awkward for me, because I do not know WHAT THE HELL TO DO. So, NO. If someone storms out crying, I am not really going to say anything to them! Well, actually, depending on what they were crying over I might yell at them for being an idiot or something. (In an inspiring, this is not you sort of way. Or something lame. Or maybe something Kamina might say.)
AAAAAAAAaaaanyway, yeah that is about it. Same goes for like when falling off something, or smacking in to a tree. (Yeah, that kind of sucked.)
Fridays really are quite a joyous occasion. Well not that joyous, but... just something nice about not having to get up. AND LET ME go on another ramble. It will be about: MORNINGS.
See, on a school morning, I am plagued with a dull head. This head is warm, uncomfortable and angry in a way that it really cannot be BOTHERED being angry, so it settles for, why why why must this happen to me. If I were to return to bed, I could fall asleep in the most SATISFYING way possible: straight away in a big feeling of warmth. The home of my head, basically. In other words, my head has been plucked from its warm comforting home, and the moment it is reconnected all natural balances shall be restored. This never happens, of course.
HOWEVER! On the weekends. This instantly changes. (Damn you, internal body clock.) If I was to be woken up at the usual time for school, I would have the privilege of going back to sleep. I in fact tried this method once, and it did not work. I did go back to sleep, but it was UNcomfortable. It was downright bleh. Basically I sleep in till about nine, sometimes just stay there, until ten, eleven, depending on how lazy/how much I sleep/when I went to sleep the previous night, I can get up at twelve. But, it is just not satisfying.
Typical. Hard to please some people!
Well, not much more is happening. I kind of wish there was not another Artemis Fowl book. You know, they get to a point where you start to say, "what, another?" and it is not quiiiite as great. That happened with the Alex Rider series except the last one was really just as good as the others. Have not read much of the newest Artemis Fowl but it seems different. I dunno why, Artemis still has his pompous ways but he seems different. And I have not really laughed yet! Dude those books always crack me up by at least the tenth page.
Well, ambivalence. (Does that have anything to do with valence electrons? I wondered this to myself once.)
Something about this place is good for my writing ways. God, can I go at least ONE post without mentioning the differences between Blogspot and Livejournal? The answer is, NO. (now for the comparison: livejournal is harder to write in I dunno why it just is STOP)
Song!!! The song is:Piranhas, by Tripping Daisy
(oh yeah and like what? okay.)
(the above was me thinking, hay let's write about that but then thinking, wait you shouldn't, and then agreeing with myself.)
Well, I do not consider myself to be that talkative. Indeed most of the time I clam up and mumble.
I now end this ramble. I really have to learn how to cut these incessant ramblings down a bit.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
It's not a side effect of the cocaine, I am thinking it must be love.
Woah what Richard Barker: what? listening to the radio, that sounds um... weird.
But not as weird as this little bit of brain vomit. *Ahem*
Yay for everything!
I want to read invisible monsters now.
Aaaaaaaand, everything is yay. Those nano chromatic ipods? They are drool worthy. I do not like the new style, with everything tilted and coverflowy but aaaaah so nice.
Anyway I am obsessed with this place, not sure why. It has a style that livejournal lacks? It is just… well I dunno. Anyway posting here is fun and different to my immature squeeing on livejournal, hahah. I could just yabber on all day about anything, in my mind, but when it comes to writing it just goes blaaaaaaaaaaaank.
So.
Glorious technobabble?
Hooray.
People start with similar interests and branch off from there. You will start off similar, then one will go, say, indie and fashionsense like, with enjoyment of pale colours and simplicity with small font and greys. (Yes, Imma talk ‘bout joo, Alice. =3) And then the other will go more, green and flail and underground rock with boring happiness with an underlying coat of HEY HEY LOOK I AM AN INTERNET PERSON.
Haha, apologies for everything I say, ever. I am trying to be artistic, perhaps?
Who is to say what artisticness is, huh. Because you could have your poetic, emo despair: my eyes close as the blood spills over, out of my every pore- Okay, turned from angst to Ebola. *cough* Your strange, no- sense making type, e.g. panic at the disco- a daydream spills from my corked head, breaks free of my wooden neck… really? What the hell, ryanross. Your fall out boy strange song titles and interesting lyrics, tempest in a teacup, get unique, peroxide princess shine like shark teeth… yeah. And your genius weirdos like Lucy, with her descriptive emotive pieces all about people and sunflowers and how she wins every competition. The artists who do strange pieces, like Picasso with his cubism to underground artists who just attack canvas with blotches of paint and sell it for a million dollars to be over-psychoanalysed by professional interpreters.
So who really knows? You can accuse stuff of whatever, like that picture of a lady sitting at a table eating toast, then with a description of how it shows the poverty and blah blah blah, when it is just a simple picture with no real sense of lighting and composure and I am pretty sure the person was not thinking those things when they took the picture, they just went hey this would look good and snap! And then FAME FAME WOW. So it doesn’t have to be all glorious colours and excitement and textures and words that make no sense, it can just be a photo of a shell (uninspired nature pics what) or a photo of a road or a building or a blurry webcam picture of a cat, hey what IT COULD ALL BE CONSIDERED ART.
So yay for no boundaries!
Wow. So this is what happens when I just start writing, huh? I probably should not do that again. XDD staying home sick over stimulates my brain? That makes no sense either.
You might think simplicity or over complexity is the key, but with writing it does not always matter. Or pictures and paintings. Everything can be appreciated, by elitists or amateurs or whatEVER.
I love the world and I hate it, it is totally great huh.
Or maybe it is just that coffee I had. Perhaps it has a subtle brain effect?
CURSE YOU, ALICE, FOR GETTING ME TO WRITE AND WRITE LIKE THE WORLD SHALL EXPLODE. CURSE YOUUUUUUUUUU.
(Euphemism for Alice, ilu, thank you for introducing me to this place so I can write and write like the world shall explode.)
p.s: okay, awesome? I used spell check for the first time in like ever, and a suggestion for what ryanross should actually be was Ryan Ross. I do not know what that implies, but I am easily amused.
Yeah, I have never listened to that song in my life, but it is very true about me: for a pessimist, I am pretty optimistic.
This concludes my musings for today.
Also, at the end of posts I shall put the name of a song. FIND IT AND LISTEN TO IT. If you like it, then yay. It is from a collection of weird songs I have.
TODAY!!
It is: Mirage by Midnight Movies
OVER AND OUT. Finally.
Wait… no. Anyone know the name of that song… by Chopin? You know… that one? The spastic one that reminds me of that el cuckoo song? And it goes all wheee woosh excitement then a little relaxed part that is all ooooh emotional but not spastic and then it goes back to the spastic angry bit. Anyone?
HELP? It is kinda well known?
Well only two people read this, so hahaha. Whatever.
Only YOU can prevent wildfires.
Wow. Pressure much? Only YOU.
Haha… sucks to be you!!! Good luck with that one, buddy. Not even smokey bear can help.
You.
Only YOU.
But not as weird as this little bit of brain vomit. *Ahem*
Yay for everything!
I want to read invisible monsters now.
Aaaaaaaand, everything is yay. Those nano chromatic ipods? They are drool worthy. I do not like the new style, with everything tilted and coverflowy but aaaaah so nice.
Anyway I am obsessed with this place, not sure why. It has a style that livejournal lacks? It is just… well I dunno. Anyway posting here is fun and different to my immature squeeing on livejournal, hahah. I could just yabber on all day about anything, in my mind, but when it comes to writing it just goes blaaaaaaaaaaaank.
So.
Glorious technobabble?
Hooray.
People start with similar interests and branch off from there. You will start off similar, then one will go, say, indie and fashionsense like, with enjoyment of pale colours and simplicity with small font and greys. (Yes, Imma talk ‘bout joo, Alice. =3) And then the other will go more, green and flail and underground rock with boring happiness with an underlying coat of HEY HEY LOOK I AM AN INTERNET PERSON.
Haha, apologies for everything I say, ever. I am trying to be artistic, perhaps?
Who is to say what artisticness is, huh. Because you could have your poetic, emo despair: my eyes close as the blood spills over, out of my every pore- Okay, turned from angst to Ebola. *cough* Your strange, no- sense making type, e.g. panic at the disco- a daydream spills from my corked head, breaks free of my wooden neck… really? What the hell, ryanross. Your fall out boy strange song titles and interesting lyrics, tempest in a teacup, get unique, peroxide princess shine like shark teeth… yeah. And your genius weirdos like Lucy, with her descriptive emotive pieces all about people and sunflowers and how she wins every competition. The artists who do strange pieces, like Picasso with his cubism to underground artists who just attack canvas with blotches of paint and sell it for a million dollars to be over-psychoanalysed by professional interpreters.
So who really knows? You can accuse stuff of whatever, like that picture of a lady sitting at a table eating toast, then with a description of how it shows the poverty and blah blah blah, when it is just a simple picture with no real sense of lighting and composure and I am pretty sure the person was not thinking those things when they took the picture, they just went hey this would look good and snap! And then FAME FAME WOW. So it doesn’t have to be all glorious colours and excitement and textures and words that make no sense, it can just be a photo of a shell (uninspired nature pics what) or a photo of a road or a building or a blurry webcam picture of a cat, hey what IT COULD ALL BE CONSIDERED ART.
So yay for no boundaries!
Wow. So this is what happens when I just start writing, huh? I probably should not do that again. XDD staying home sick over stimulates my brain? That makes no sense either.
You might think simplicity or over complexity is the key, but with writing it does not always matter. Or pictures and paintings. Everything can be appreciated, by elitists or amateurs or whatEVER.
I love the world and I hate it, it is totally great huh.
Or maybe it is just that coffee I had. Perhaps it has a subtle brain effect?
CURSE YOU, ALICE, FOR GETTING ME TO WRITE AND WRITE LIKE THE WORLD SHALL EXPLODE. CURSE YOUUUUUUUUUU.
(Euphemism for Alice, ilu, thank you for introducing me to this place so I can write and write like the world shall explode.)
p.s: okay, awesome? I used spell check for the first time in like ever, and a suggestion for what ryanross should actually be was Ryan Ross. I do not know what that implies, but I am easily amused.
Yeah, I have never listened to that song in my life, but it is very true about me: for a pessimist, I am pretty optimistic.
This concludes my musings for today.
Also, at the end of posts I shall put the name of a song. FIND IT AND LISTEN TO IT. If you like it, then yay. It is from a collection of weird songs I have.
TODAY!!
It is: Mirage by Midnight Movies
OVER AND OUT. Finally.
Wait… no. Anyone know the name of that song… by Chopin? You know… that one? The spastic one that reminds me of that el cuckoo song? And it goes all wheee woosh excitement then a little relaxed part that is all ooooh emotional but not spastic and then it goes back to the spastic angry bit. Anyone?
HELP? It is kinda well known?
Well only two people read this, so hahaha. Whatever.
Only YOU can prevent wildfires.
Wow. Pressure much? Only YOU.
Haha… sucks to be you!!! Good luck with that one, buddy. Not even smokey bear can help.
You.
Only YOU.
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