Saturday, October 31, 2009

Failing at playing guitars

I keep having dreams in which I am made to play instruments on stage, I believe this has happened three times now, and each time, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. It always seems to work out okay, but first was a dream in which I had to play with Fall out Boy (I was just re-reading some old blog posts and saw that, hah.) Then I was playing bass at school in the hall with some band, no idea what I was doing.
And a few days ago I was playing in a band, it seemed NO ONE knew what was going on to be honest. That was also in the hall. Good times!
I got a radical haircut today, there's a spot over my eye that hurts.
That is all.
Also I am obsessed with the song Money by Pink Floyd, it's impossible to get out of your head.
Okay well that's all.
Oh maaaan, I haven't listened to this song in SO LONG! When the day met the night? I always thought it was kind of weird and didn't listen to it much, but it's sounding pretty awesome right now!
Aw, stupid panic at the disco. /o\ and \o/? awww. Sad. Happy. I become bipolar when I listen to them these days? I still love them though.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

T-Rex Tries It: Bleh

Hmm so I was ill on Thursday and had to leave my science exam. Blehhhh
Anyway I recovered and I am fine now, and exams are over for a little while, and I'm pretty sure I did really badly. Especially at English and maths, uuuugh.
Hmm well all my friends said they were going to Giappo's after exams, turns out they didn't but changed it to another time but I don't know if they went or not. Anyway I went there today because I wanted to avec ma famille and I had an ice cream that was hazelnut (oh my god it was like those praline chocolates in ice cream form) and coffee and creamy baileys, it was highly delicious. Anyway then we wandered around aimlessly and I was rather distressed by that, then we went to Real Groovy as we tend to do and I got Pretty. Odd because it was three dollars. Seriously, quelle bargain! And I looked in the little album booklet and got all sad and angry at them for being all adorable and TOGETHER, stupid sucky band. >=[

And then I saw HAARP for about $70 (seriously, I feel sorry for the poor sod who buys that when you can get it for $15).
And my pa got Dark Side of the Moon which wasn't really surprising and we listened to some of that and it's pretty rad, and also the night before I was watching The Wall. Seriously, what's the deal with that? O_o

Well I don't know what else to say.

Friday, October 16, 2009

STOP IT

Hi there,
stop being paranoid, there is no one behind you. And if there were I doubt they would be laughing at you for beling "lyk omg a total loser rofl!!!"
srsly though, the paranoia is not leaving, dammit this always happens. And I don't have it all the time it's only when I'm irrationally embarrassed by something. Epic fail!
I have no reason to be paranoid, no reason to be embarrassed by whatever random unexpected obsessions I have, but THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS
I'm just going to go, okay? And not be paranoid. DAMN IT ALL, I'M NOT GOING TO BE PARANOID!
There that's it. Goodbye.
Okay I'm losing my nerve, OKAY OKAY OKAY, FINE, FINE, THERE'S NO ONE THERE.

Aah, I managed to survive. Barely. What the hell is wrong with me I don't even know dammit

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Time is running out

seriously though, it is.
I managed to wake up kind of early today. 9.40 ish. Not early, but early for me. Buhhhh I've only been able to get to sleep at around 2 in the morning and it sucks. So I decided to get up earlier, so that I would be more tired, so that I would get to sleep faster.
Uh that's all I have to say right now.

Edit: we just found a spider on a shoe OH GOD OH GOD IT'S HORRENDOUS